Today, i learned a lesson from my dad.....

~ find a husband that will prepare everything i need until the end of my life....even if he left me alone ~

Distance

     Christina Perri sang a song called Distance, i would like to copy her lyrics, that is "i will make sure to keep my distance" to start my blog...
     There is a distance between all human beings, it gets further away since we have smart phones.....we cant predict what they are thinking, we can only sitting or lying on our bed, guessing what they will do next.....sometimes, we misunderstood....
     Looking backwards, i realised if we decided to shorten the distance with others, we must prepare ourself to accept the worst situation that will happen between us....After all, i get into dilemma, whether i should protect myself or open my heart for others to enter.....both hurts, but i have to get a balance between this two choices......
     Im removing the concrete wall built in my heart every year so that i can mix around with new friends... im not sure whether im good in choosing friends, but at this moment, i just want to enlarge my circle of friends and get to know more people......
     Last, if im going to keep my distance, it means that im in a self-protecting zone, waiting for the right timing to leave that zone...if i did that to you, do forgive me, my heart is under attack....

###Entering university...hope i can handle my relationship well.....meet friends that will accompany me for five years....giving me strength...