Snorkelling...

     Three days two nights to Redang Island......in our schedule, there are three snorkelling trips, which is at Pulau Rima, Marine Park, and a place where all the corals were dead...zzz
     The main purpose for people to Redang is Relax......escape from City, and enjoy peace in mind......usually western people love to take a nap under the very hot sun, read a story book, or playing volley ball.....while youngster like me will choose to surround myself with sea water, playing like a kids in the sea, for example, jump when the waves approaching us, throwing sand to each other....childish huh???but its the most memorable part in my Redang Trip.....
     The first trip of snorkelling is to the place where all the corals were dead....(i forgot the name of that place...hehe...we will call it as Pulau Unknown).....Well, i think this Pulau is for a beginner to learn and practise their snorkelling skills.....it was my very first time snorkelling in deep sea, i drank alot of sea water,>_<......when the water enter your mask and you accidentally take a deep breathe ....that is when the disaster started......at first i feels painful, because the sea water is very salty, i cant open my eyes for few seconds, and tried to find something to grap so that i can balance my body from floating.....(i just grap anything beside me and luckily is a hand@@)...i adjusted my mask and continue snorkelling again...(i adjusted my mask repeatedly for every five minutes...but im getting more and more excited.....^^)
     Second day, we went to Marine Park and Pulau Rima. If you are looking for big fishes, you will enjoy at Marine Park, there are many fishes that i dont know their name, got fishes that have long and pointed mouth, round and big tummy, some small like ikan bilis, pass by us like a shinning moving diamonds......make sure you open your eyes big big to explore them, its super duper fun!!!.....
give you some tips :
go closer to those who bring along their bread, You will definitely attacked by fishes, it is a war with fishes....haha
At Pulau Rima, i saw many fishes that appeared on movie, for example, Nemo and Dory......this place it is deeper than marine park, i focus on their corals because this is the only place where all the corals are still alive......we started our Finding Nemo journey after jump into the sea......everybody discussed about Nemo when we finished our trip....famous childhood movie^^
     I enjoyed snorkelling very much^_^.......im cant wait for the next snorkelling trip~~~~
    

Luck

     What is luck?

     Im born to be lucky, at least most of my friends said so......i get what i want since baby.....healed from duplex kidney, pass my exams with flying colours, enter my dream school, and now i get my dream course......everything goes smoothly......
     I enjoy the luck that God gave it to me, but i never depends on it.....im glad that im the lucky star, as when i pray for what i want, God always help me to realised .....maybe that is the life that God wanted me to live out......as a real testimony for my friends......i always remind myself that god will only help those who help themself, luck is just a special gift that will gone someday, im just have to make sure im walking on the right path and god will lead me through all circumstances.......
     Behind all the luck that i had, i felt sorry for my friends, sorry for not sharing my luck, as sometimes i dont even know why there is so much difference between me and my friends, i really wish that we can have the same fate......im not good in counselling actually, but im good in giving rational advices......When my friends cant get what they want, and i get it, i felt sorry, sorry for dont know how to comfort them, sorry for cant share the same feelings with them, but believe me, i will include them in my prayer, the only way to help them i think......

This post is about my feelings after the upu result is out.....
CHEERS!!!my friends, im there with you guys......

     It is such a embarrassed moment when u fall down in public, espessially at penang international airport!!!!!! Haiz~~~
     I quickly pick up my shoes and walk away, but there are so many eyes staring at me.....argh....sia sui....i wonder anybody will burst out laughing......==
     Now my leg is bleeding....pain pain~~~~hope no scars before my redang trip.....rrrrrrr

Ete Cafe

     Ete cafe?i dont even know how to pronounce.....do u know?give you hint>>>>>>its french^^
     Wake up early in the morning to settle my dad stuff, we are so hungry as we didnt have our breakfast yet......wanna eat famous toasted bread at Sungai Pinang, but my mum accidentally drive to Chew Jetty.....haiz.....blur mum~~~Luckily my dad think of Ete Cafe, because we had visited this shop for many times but closed.....zzz.....
     When we step in Ete Cafe, we are quite amazed by those cakes, and of course, their price.....O.o....$$$~~~ (we did a research before we enter this shop, but the price is still so "bling bling") we look at each other, exchange thoughts...haha...

Okay!Let's have a try!   >_<*_*#_#

We tried on cream puff, chocolate cake, macaron(lavender,chocolate,rose), quiche, coffee and ice fruit juice......
     
     Cream puff, RM15, the cream tasted like icecream, and served cold, it melts when u bite......awesome!
     Chocolate cake, RM10, a very normal dessert, but if u taste it carefully, you will know that they used high quality of chocolate, fine texture of the cake makes you want for second piece....
     Coffee, RM15, im not a huge fan of coffee, but when coffee matched with cake, It is a perfect couple....
     Quiche, RM10, served hot, covered with cheese, a pie which is quite similar to pizza, u can pull the cheese like how pizza hut did in their advertisement.....
     Ice fruit juice, RM10, if you dont drink coffee, you can actually order this, tasted sweet and special.....
      MACARON!!!!!!!RM5 per piece, it is a must to taste with coffee, the bitterness of coffee will neutralise the sweetness of macaron, people in french took few hours to finish one macaron, so, never ever finish in one bite......you will definitely regret.....
     
      Ete Cafe is one of the cafe that provide high quality of dessert in Penang, i will advise my readers to try it with friends, so that you can taste different type of cakes available each day. Im not going to visit Ete Cafe very often, but i will recommend it to desserts lover....espessially to those who very picky....

    

Answer

     I took half year to wait for an answer... Today, it finally revealed...
     I thought it will be hard to accept, but i realised im ready for it since last week, this doesnt means that i have no feelings at all, is just that i decided to move on......one of my strength is rational, and able to control myself as i will put the priority first....im not weak......after tears,i will stand up and say goodbye, its not a big deal, i dont have to die for it, im not going to beg for forgiveness or what, i just have to see it fade away and finally gone.....
      Dissappear, cant solve the problems, if there is still a question mark in our heart......i have to said that im consider as lucky, as i finally unlocked my heart......i dont care about what happen next, im just going to ignore it like i didnt see it.....friendship is hard to preserve when there is impurity, i will try my best to play my role as a best friend.....ya, friends~~~
      Goodbye, sayonara......no backward button in my life, thanks for being my problem for half year, i appreciate all circumstamces that it set me in, im free now.....yeah......

Revenge

     After watched Revenge, there are some feelings that i want to express......
     This few days, im thinking of our society where their relationship had turned so complicated, mother has two husband, daughter has two father, her brother is not her father's son....etc...sometimes, im getting confused, i realised there is no commitment in family anymore, changing partner is like changing clothes....maybe im way too simple minded, couldnt even understand.....
     Most of the aseans dream to live like western country, they follow their habits, concept, and way of thinking.......ya, i admit they are far more advance than us, but we have to make it clear that we both are different....people are magnifying modern side of western country and forget about the tradisional one, that is the reason why our society is going to the wrong path....
     Besides, i would like to discuss about revenge......there is no revenge in my life, i promised.....we learned from mistakes, make it a lesson and move on.....times heal, even the worst situation......i understand that sometimes, it is hard to let go, we hold it too tight, at the end, the one who hurted us so much had released while we are still struggling .....there is no benefit at all......i have to explain that let go is not about running away from reality, or hiding ourself from facing the truth, well, it is just a way to avoid both party from being hurt more deeply......Aiden said in Revenge, "there is no.ending in revenge, i feels empty even after i had killed my enemy..."ya, when u decided to revenge, or not letting go, you are actually digging a hole for yourself, when u dig more deeply, you need more effort to reach the ground....
     In most of the situation, our heart is the one that being stubborn.....i hope that we can live like a vampire, so that we have a choice to switch off our feelings......isn't it a win win situation.....??

Baking

     Im on the way to become a expert in baking delicious cake......weeee~~~
     I had finished my task one by one, one of them is bake delicious cake......i start from pound cake, followed by apple cobble.....Now, i feels like wanna bake a lemon pie.....
     Actually i feels wasted to spent my time in baking cake as im a gurl that want to become a doctor...maybe i should read about human anatomy, do research on my university, or maybe volunteering in any hospital....but a doctor's life is going to be busy like hell, before i enter university, i hope that i can enjoy my holiday, after that, i have to concentrate on my study and reduce entertainment for me....i believe there is a balance between sacrifices and what you will recieve...so, most of the time i accept what had given to me, and never complaint......
      Back to baking, it is a great experience.....i love to eat, espessially handmade food, that is the reason why i bake.....while i bake, im like doing experiment, mix everything together, stir....put it in an oven and rest....i will decribe it as a war.....because you have to prepare your weapons and start fighting......you will be either success or fail......if you are defeated, you will never ever have the courage to start all over again, but if you success, you will start different war to challenge yourself...there is no ending in baking.....
       Last, wanna show off my cake....haha....