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     I took half year to wait for an answer... Today, it finally revealed...
     I thought it will be hard to accept, but i realised im ready for it since last week, this doesnt means that i have no feelings at all, is just that i decided to move on......one of my strength is rational, and able to control myself as i will put the priority first....im not weak......after tears,i will stand up and say goodbye, its not a big deal, i dont have to die for it, im not going to beg for forgiveness or what, i just have to see it fade away and finally gone.....
      Dissappear, cant solve the problems, if there is still a question mark in our heart......i have to said that im consider as lucky, as i finally unlocked my heart......i dont care about what happen next, im just going to ignore it like i didnt see it.....friendship is hard to preserve when there is impurity, i will try my best to play my role as a best friend.....ya, friends~~~
      Goodbye, sayonara......no backward button in my life, thanks for being my problem for half year, i appreciate all circumstamces that it set me in, im free now.....yeah......